I might drive myself insane (:

yep.
I'm so good in making up scenarios and 'what if...' situations and then I always think, damn, stop it, this is bad for you, you need to keep real and what you're thinking about is never gonna happen anyway!buuuuut... I can't help it... I keep thinking about those things and then I get hopeful about some things, of which I know so well that they'll never ever happen, I just know they won't...

I sit alone and watch the clock

Tryin' to collect my thoughts

All I think about is you

And so I cry myself to sleep

And hope the devil I don't meet

In the dreams that I live through

<3